This is also a time of closure, and I know this has been coming for some time now…
My work at the runaway shelter is done and my dealings with those spirit entities dwelling therein is also done with. The stumblingblock that has been affecting my Christian walk has been done away with as well.
This is a time of confession. As I have mentioned a few times, I have visited the paranormal website a few times in order to update the new experiences I’ve had in the spirit realm. Every time I’ve wandered back into it, I’ve regretted and repented of it, yet I have not had the strength to fully leave it behind (as new and exciting visions or out-of-body experiences have continued to take place).
When I first entered the site (which took place before I was baptized into the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ), I introduced myself as a Christian (there are also many others who claim they are) and stated that Jesus Christ is my master and Savior. Maybe it was that statement that protected me throughout this involvement, but it also helped me to state my views in an honest manner, presented from a Christian’s viewpoint. As I mentioned before, some friends over there are seriously seeking God and have chosen that specific site to assist them with their seeking. I’ve prayed for many of them, along with private messaging. I know I’ve made the devil very angry at me for doing such, and for posting God’s true words regarding sorcery, astrology and divination. Praise and Glory to You Father, for protecting me throughout this straying. I know You can turn even such an event for Your own Glory, and maybe find a few lost sheep along the way. Hallelujah, praise to the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world, Praise to the Holy Spirit, the spirit of truth and light, who convicts the lost in the midst of the mires of sin and wickedness!
If I may, here’s my posted farewell note from the above mentioned forum:
Dear Friends, moderators and whoever may be reading this blog;
This journey has been a very interesting one for me (personally) but it’s been going a bit too "far out there" lately. So I’ve come to a conclusion, it’s time for me to go. Period. I appreciate all the help and information I have received from you folks and I thank you from the heart. Especially —, who is always so kind, helpful and understanding. Thank you and God Bless You —! I’d like to ask you (I don’t know any other mod’s as well) to either delete or if that is not possible, lock this topic.
The reason behind my request is; as long as it’s open I will keep coming back (and everytime I do, I end up regretting it later on). Friday morning, I left my resignation notice at the shelter where I work at, because I have no desire to go flying through space with dark angels (or the like) and I wish to keep no contact with any other spirit than God’s Holy Spirit. (They seem to be too attracted to me at the shelter, I don’t want to end up turning into someone like a medium, for goodness sake!) And most of all, I wish to serve no other master than Christ Jesus, and Him with my whole heart from now on.
(The moderator I’m talking to attends Unitarian Church and has been supportive of my Christian views). Friends, do join me in praying for her soul’s salvation, as she has also been facing rough seas lately.
After posting the farewell letter, I went to the throne to ask God if my actions were done according to His will and purpose. I asked Him for confirmation, then opened my bible. Daddy always gives me the right place when in urgent need. This is what I received. Psalms 9, 10 and 11:
I will praise You, O LORD, with my whole heart; I will tell of all Your marvelous works. I will be glad and rejoice in You; I will sing praise to Your name, O Most High. When my enemies turn back, They shall fall and perish at Your presence. For You have maintained my right and my cause; You sat on the throne judging in righteousness. You have rebuked the nations, You have destroyed the wicked; You have blotted out their name forever and ever.
O enemy, destructions are finished forever! And you have destroyed cities; Even their memory has perished. But the LORD shall endure forever; He has prepared His throne for judgment. He shall judge the world in righteousness, And He shall administer judgment for the peoples in uprightness.
The LORD also will be a refuge for the oppressed, A refuge in times of trouble. And those who know Your name will put their trust in You; For You, LORD, have not forsaken those who seek You. Sing praises to the LORD, who dwells in Zion! Declare His deeds among the people. When He avenges blood, He remembers them; He does not forget the cry of the humble.
Have mercy on me, O LORD! Consider my trouble from those who hate me, You who lift me up from the gates of death, That I may tell of all Your praise In the gates of the daughter of Zion. I will rejoice in Your salvation. The nations have sunk down in the pit which they made; In the net which they hid, their own foot is caught.
The LORD is known by the judgment He executes; The wicked is snared in the work of his own hands. Meditation. Selah The wicked shall be turned into hell, And all the nations that forget God. For the needy shall not always be forgotten; The expectation of the poor shall not perish forever. Arise, O LORD, Do not let man prevail; Let the nations be judged in Your sight. Put them in fear, O LORD, That the nations may know themselves to be but men. Selah
Why do You stand afar off, O LORD? Why do You hide in times of trouble? The wicked in his pride persecutes the poor; Let them be caught in the plots which they have devised. For the wicked boasts of his heart’s desire; He blesses the greedy and renounces the LORD. The wicked in his proud countenance does not seek God; God is in none of his thoughts. His ways are always prospering; Your judgments are far above, out of his sight; As for all his enemies, he sneers at them. He has said in his heart, "I shall not be moved; I shall never be in adversity."
His mouth is full of cursing and deceit and oppression; Under his tongue is trouble and iniquity. He sits in the lurking places of the villages; In the secret places he murders the innocent; His eyes are secretly fixed on the helpless. He lies in wait secretly, as a lion in his den; He lies in wait to catch the poor; He catches the poor when he draws him into his net. So he crouches, he lies low, That the helpless may fall by his strength. He has said in his heart, "God has forgotten; He hides His face; He will never see."
Arise, O LORD! O God, lift up Your hand! Do not forget the humble. Why do the wicked renounce God? He has said in his heart, "You will not require an account." But You have seen, for You observe trouble and grief, To repay it by Your hand. The helpless commits himself to You; You are the helper of the fatherless. Break the arm of the wicked and the evil man; Seek out his wickedness until You find none.
The LORD is King forever and ever; The nations have perished out of His land. LORD, You have heard the desire of the humble; You will prepare their heart; You will cause Your ear to hear, To do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed, That the man of the earth may oppress no more.
In the LORD I put my trust; How can you say to my soul, "Flee as a bird to your mountain"? For look! The wicked bend their bow, They make ready their arrow on the string, That they may shoot secretly at the upright in heart. If the foundations are destroyed, What can the righteous do?
The LORD is in His holy temple, The LORD’s throne is in heaven; His eyes behold, His eyelids test the sons of men. The LORD tests the righteous, But the wicked and the one who loves violence His soul hates. Upon the wicked He will rain coals; Fire and brimstone and a burning wind Shall be the portion of their cup.
For the LORD is righteous, He loves righteousness; His countenance beholds the upright.
God bless my dear sisters and brothers in Christ, for standing by me and praying on my behalf during this battle. They will receive their rewards. God bless my "added new friend" Rebecca and her sisters and brothers in Jesus Christ also!